Why do I always fall for toxic boys. It’s like I’m addicted to heroin, and I quit, but I get dehydrated from withdrawals and a lonely boy showers me with his poetic words. Obviously he has to put in a lot of thought to describe me in such ways, I think he thinks about me a lot. But that’s not the case. He’s good with words because he uses them so often. I am not what he’s been looking for, I am not his best friend and partner. I am not his star crossed lover. I am not going to fix him. He is not going to make me feel complete.